lyrox replied to your post “lyrox replied to your post “I’m an asshole and I dont post much. But…”
I don’t think they have one near my house and I can’t afford an apartment rn.
YOU CAN DO THE ADULT THINGS. I BELIEVE IN YOU. (also thanks :D)
i. I’m aware that this is not something I can win. This distance here is not a game or a competition of who survives better, but I know you are surviving better.
ii. There are whole weeks I don’t think about you but there are days that I realize I’ve forgotten the shape your eyebrows take and it ruins me.
iii. I want to be able to say that I am actively pursuing happiness and that my nights are warm without you around but my nights were cold when you were here so we both know that’s not true.
iv. I don’t want to lie. I just want my truths to be better.
v. You are smiling in all of your Instagram photos and I am still writing poetry about you and sharing it with strangers. I want to be better than this. I know that I will be better than this. But I am not better than this right now.”
“You’re a rotting corpse
that I can’t bury.
You’re the only winter
I don’t know how to survive.
How do we ever learn to forgive
those who have forgotten to
be sorry in the first place?”
lyrox replied to your post “I’m an asshole and I dont post much. But today I started my job at…”
Teach me how you did it. I’m graduated, working part time, and drowning slowly.
Apply to Verizon, man. Their benefits are the shiz.
missunivrse replied to your post “I’m an asshole and I dont post much. But today I started my job at…”
good for you girl!!!!!!!
You know that feeling when you drink too much
of a certain liquor and then even the sight of it
makes you feel unsteady?
That’s how I feel when I write poems about you.
Tonight I kissed three people on the mouth”
because I still don’t know what you taste like.
I feel like I am always two parts tequila,
one part longing.
“I don’t know how to exist properly
in the same space as someone
I don’t love anymore.”
Don’t ever let another human being tear you apart.
Remember you have claws and teeth too.
Remember you are better off whole.
I’m an asshole and I dont post much. But today I started my job at verizon. a salary, bonuses, and full benefits. Makes Wellesley look less and less appealing all the time. And THAT’s what I call stickin it to the man.
“Date someone who makes you feel like you have an extra hour in the ball pit”